Well, your probably wondering what happened to me. Transitions, that's what happened to me.
I'm trying to redefine myself and figure out what I want to be when I grow up.
My husband is getting set to retire.
My kids are all grown up.
The house is almost empty and I cannot find happiness knocking around amongst these four walls as a primary occupation. P-Diddle is at that age when he comes home at dinner time, eats with us and then disappears so it really is pretty much me and My Army Guy contemplating our navels and trying to occupy ourselves.
So, how am I solving this conundrum? I am following my gut and scheduling shit to do like a crazy woman...
You are probably wondering why I don't travel with all my spare time...? Money. I'm out of it with two kids in school in the states and also the pending unknown of retirement. We are in pay off mode and then SAVE SAVE SAVE mode.
So I am trying to keep myself out of trouble and keep my mood up. I don't have a lot of introspection to offer because I don't think things have really settled to a point where I know where the hell I fit in the big picture.